Ive not been sleeping, eating and thinking well.. i dunno whthr its the reaction to the news.. I wonder y it still bothrs me when ive tried so hard to let it go...
It didnt ever cross my mind I could ever have this moment to myself.
Where all my thoughts crashed, where my mind stopped functioning.
It hurts, yes it did.
It hurt more knowing that I caused the pain upon myself.
This pain, Its too familiar, the pain ive felt few yrs back..
I recovered, my pain gone. But the wound just wouldnt heal.
I believe god will give what I deserve. Nothing less, nothing more.
Im helpless and so lost, I leave it to God.
"respect my blog,cos its not urs...love or hate me~u decide"