Saturday, August 8, 2009

12. Lost

Ive not been sleeping, eating and thinking well.. i dunno whthr its the reaction to the news.. I wonder y it still bothrs me when ive tried so hard to let it go...
It didnt ever cross my mind I could ever have this moment to myself.
Where all my thoughts crashed, where my mind stopped functioning.

It hurts, yes it did.

It hurt more knowing that I caused the pain upon myself.

This pain, Its too familiar, the pain ive felt few yrs back..

I recovered, my pain gone. But the wound just wouldnt heal.

I believe god will give what I deserve. Nothing less, nothing more.

Im helpless and so lost, I leave it to God.

"respect my blog,cos its not or hate me~u decide"

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